FOr some reason Im always lonely. My mom actually ascared the crap out of me and said if i was born in this day and age i would be labeled autistic no questions asked. If i was autistic my life as it has unfolded wuld make alot more sense. Me being me would make more sense. My manic depressent behaivior, my codependent disorder it would all make sense to me.

As fr life my cousin just gave birth to ashton gunner silling. Funky name i know.

As for death my social life is dying. I cant see my boyfriend at all this week. My friends have school and work. ANd i am trying to get another job.

REAL EXCITING LIFE DONT YOU THINK